I have no one to say this to, so I say it here.. some useless reading.
I need to get to the freaking gym, ok? Why did I let myself get all tired and lazy? I’ve been falling into bad habits again and filling my head with, “Oh, I just won’t eat the whole day tomorrow. If I do that for two days, I can lose like 2 pounds.” —I have that shit going in my mind again. Buuuut, I get hungry thinking about not eating and I just eat. I don’t eat badly or binge, I just eat but late at night because I took a nap earlier. That type of shit. But at that time after eating a snack, I feel like a fat lard and I do stuff like this.. BLOG!
So, Ive joined Dragon Boat Racing! Yea!!!! Sadly, training is only once a week this month, but it’s fucking boot camp! It’s awesome shit. My legs got bigger from all the kick boxing exercise but it’s ok, I know it’s not fat. It’s both, but it’s gotten big because of MUSCLES!
After the first training, I got sore and aching in places where I can’t do my exercise. Hey.. maybe that’s why I haven’ been so active and feeling fat. Yep. It is. I’ve been getting a lot of cramps in my fucking calves too. They happen when I’m sleeping. It’s so bad, I wake up and squeeze my legs. The cramp doesn’t go away after a good 5 mins. It even creeps up higher to my thigh. Sometimes I imagine it’s a demon trying to take me away and I say “let go!” out loud. It works… slowly. Weirdo… hehe..
Right. I plan to wake up at 11am or even 10am and stay in the gym until 1 or 2pm just to slow roast.
Stair master- 60mins
That’s the goal. It looks pretty bad in a sense I will lose some vision afterwards and feel dizzy. I have to gain back my stamina.